Suddenly awaken from sleep, I couldn't breathe. Every breath was intensively painful in my chest, my heart and my lungs. For 20 years, I never felt so close to dead.
Sitting on my bed for 10mins to wait for it to become better but I was wrong, the more conscious I were, the more pain I felt. I felt my heart beats increasing tremendously, deep breathe destroying my lungs. I was dying.
Want to thank my roommate for accompany me to see the doctor. I know I might faint every minute. Pressing on my chest all the way to clinic, if I were to walk faster and my heart beats increased. I might not able to write this post.
The doctor said I might be allergic to the new medicine that I am taking for my tooth pain or there might be wind in my chest.
I called my sister in law who gave me the tooth medicine, she said the symptoms were not really allergic to those kind of pills. If it was allergic then my lungs are inflamed. It might have been gastric juice flowed up my chest burning the internal until my throat. I never have gastric problem before, she said I might be too stressful which will also cause gastric juice to flow in the reverse way.
During that moment, I missed my home, my family. But I didn't call my parents, they shouldn't worry about me. Last time I did call because was said I might have dengue and my mom cried. If this time I said I can't breathe.....
Long time didn't cry, but this time I couldn't help myself. Life isn't so predictable after all, if I were to die that moment, I want to say sorry to my family.
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