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Suddenly awaken from sleep, I couldn't breathe. Every breath was intensively painful in my chest, my heart and my lungs. For 20 years, I never felt so close to dead.

Sitting on my bed for 10mins to wait for it to become better but I was wrong, the more conscious I were, the more pain I felt. I felt my heart beats increasing tremendously, deep breathe destroying my lungs. I was dying.

Want to thank my roommate for accompany me to see the doctor. I know I might faint every minute. Pressing on my chest all the way to clinic, if I were to walk faster and my heart beats increased. I might not able to write this post.

The doctor said I might be allergic to the new medicine that I am taking for my tooth pain or there might be wind in my chest.

I called my sister in law who gave me the tooth medicine, she said the symptoms were not really allergic to those kind of pills. If it was allergic then my lungs are inflamed. It might have been gastric juice flowed up my chest burning the internal until my throat. I never have gastric problem before, she said I might be too stressful which will also cause gastric juice to flow in the reverse way.

During that moment, I missed my home, my family. But I didn't call my parents, they shouldn't worry about me. Last time I did call because was said I might have dengue and my mom cried. If this time I said I can't breathe.....

Long time didn't cry, but this time I couldn't help myself. Life isn't so predictable after all, if I were to die that moment, I want to say sorry to my family.
一次又一次的痛
几时才会麻木
倘若有一天
我发现已经痛的感觉不到你了
后悔会不会太迟

Mistake

My biggest mistake came back to hunt me for the second time.
Few years ago, I thought I covered up the mistake but I was wrong.
Finally, I have to face the punishments.
If I were to lose this time, let me face it bravely.

一子错 满盘皆落索


Let the Game Begin

It's time to move on, probably a bit late but " Let the Game Begin."

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陳奕迅 <多少>

主唱:陳奕迅
作曲:蔡健雅
填詞:蔡健雅

我用盡所有方式找個人給我安慰
渡過今晚的黑夜
原本守護的天使也許他能夠體會
這無助讓我好累
走到無路可退我還能相信誰

用多少天用多少年
那跌跌撞撞才走到終點
用多少傷痛的心愛才不離開身邊
用多少觀念去掩飾彼此的不完美
要用多少的事情讓我看透一切

我坐在這個城市熟悉用陌生的臉
有誰能給我安慰
原本守護的天使也許他能夠體會
這無助讓我好累
走到無路可退我還能相信誰

Describe a place

Accidentally saw this topic when I was surfing the net.

If you were to describe a beautiful place to a blind person since birth, how would you do it?

Sad day

Feeling sad today, I don't know why. Therefore, this coffee shop is closing down earlier today. Hopefully it won't happen again.